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i've no idea when you're going to read this post, but yeah. just stumbled upon here then realised it's been a long time since i last blogged. it's like MY GAWD! so much has happened over this stretch of time. and to tell the truth, i feel that we're drifting apart already. i'm not saying this because of what, but i know it's mostly my fault that things turn out this way. sometimes when i sit down and think, i realise how lousy a friend i've been all along. it's like you're the one contributing and trying to make things work. then i'm at there, waiting for things to happen. seriously don't treat me so good already, i can tell you in a calm mind that i seriously am not worthy of your friendship.

but one thing i'm glad is that i can see you've very nice friends by your side and they really treat you very good (unlike me). and i know you can count on them. (: so girl, treasure them well. and regarding that whiny person, i hope things're better between you both now. whatever it is, i can tel that that person is so possessive and gets jealous easily because you mean alot to that person. remember to count your blessings.

and as for raybro, i seriously dont know what else more we can do other than wait for him to find the way out of the tunnel himself. for the answer that he discover by himself is the best answer yet.

as for that irritating "dying guy", just let him be. if he doesnt treat you like what you should be getting, then it just goes to show that he's not worthy of you. then what's the point of getting fed up over his actions? girl, there're different kinds of people in this world. maybe you havent met them yet, but i believe you'll do so in the future. maybe his friendship means alot to you now, but as you grow up and you look back, i bet you'l be smilling to yourself. and you smile because you see how silly you've been to actually believe that this guy is worthy of your tears. and that this guy is actually "a good friend". perhaps i'm saying this because i'm prejudiced against him, but hello? he really is a fu*kstard what. he made you cry and gave you false hopes. all along you've been so nice to him and yet he's giving all this sh*t to you. he needs to reflect, not you. so brace up girl, i know it's going to be hard but it's all part of growing up. and when you've done paying the price, you'l see for yourself how beautiful life is (:

girl! chiong all the way bah. it's our final year already. let's work hard and put all the distractions aside first. the regrets that we'd will always be there. so right now, what we can do is to prevent ourselves from getting more of them. i believe you're a smart girl, you'l know what i mean.

let's meet up and make up for the time lost after our a's, okay? i'll be here for you whenever you need me, although i cannot promise you so. i'm just a phone call away, so if you cant reach me by sms or what, dont feel shy to drop me a call. and if need be, i'l rush down to find you. yeap.

lastly, cherish whatever you have and always remember that BIGBIRD LOVES ELMO. jiayou!